This weekends the big move...finelly moving all my stuff from my parents house to my apartment.(if you're interested in helping me, let me know..I'll give you free food and a hug for helping!!!) ![]()
I'm happy, yet sad. Happy that I'll finelly have all my stuff at my apartment(like my bed..I've been sleeping on a fouton..aaah..and my tv...all my books and cds...oh and my super nintendo I got when I was 12! lol)and yet sad that after this sunday I can no longer ever step foot into the house I spent the past 6 years living.
My parents sold it...which was really a good thing because it was too big for my mom to keep up in her bad health...but still..it's sad leaving behind something you love. It really was a nice house, with good, and bad, memories.
I actually cried last time I drove there because I realized there wouldn't be many more days i'd be driving down that street I'd driven on so many times. But sometimes you have to move on and leave behind things you love.
Change happends, and there's always good and bad things about change.
I really love living in my apartment with Amanda(the bestest room mate ever !!!)living close to all my friends and my nanny job and being indepedant, yet it's hard leaving childhood behind and stepping across the line into adulthood.
In reality I made that step 6 or 7 months ago when I first moved into my apartment, but since half my stuff was still at home with my parents I could go back there alot and spend the night there and pretend like I was a kid again and nothing changed...so it's really now that I'm forced to wake up and accept reality of growing up and moving on.
No more pretending.
I'm a grown up now. (can anyone tell me how to get back to never never land?)
(ps. i'm not depressed or anything incase this post seemed that way - I'm actually quite happy with my life - my apartment, jobs, friends, family, everything is going really well and I love it...God has blessed me so much, so I'm not complaining...just saying goodbye to an old life and hello to a new one. It's just hard saying goodbye to old things sometimes)
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